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A Wolf’s Obsession – Chapter Three

All I can really say is sorry that I didn’t get this done sooner! Hope you enjoy it.


Chapter Three

“Why is there never anything on TV?” Her eyes narrowing as yet another advert graced the massive screen that had been her only companion for the last few hours, Kass grumbled and turned it off angrily. Considering her situation, she thought she was being rather calm about everything. She hadn’t screamed, she hadn’t cried and she hadn’t suffered a mental breakdown. All things considered she was doing exceptionally well. It helped that she’d been here before. Never in such beautiful surroundings, but being held captive was something she was sadly too familiar with. This was by far the most beautiful prison she’d stayed in and she’d had lots of time to look about since Wyatt had left her and gone to bed.

It was difficult for her to believe that she really was in a hotel when the suite was so self contained. There was a living room, a dining room and a fully functioning kitchen, all of which put her modest apartment to shame. When she’d walked into the kitchen and seen all the razor sharp knives she’d thought, for a split second, that she could end all the inevitable pain she’d have to endure. Wyatt should never have left her with weapons, she’d thought to herself. Her fingers had even twitched as though to take one but she couldn’t do it. Wyatt, with his clearly broken mind, called to something within her that made her want to protect him, to take care of him. He was the enemy but it felt like she should trust him. That was a secret she’d take to the grave. Charlie could never know that she’d felt sympathy for the enemy. But it was that odd feeling in her gut that meant she was alone and awake in the very early hours of the morning watching advert after advert about things she’d never want or need. Sighing, she let her head fall back and tried to relax but a loud shout quickly put an end to that.

At least it’s more interesting than the best wax to make your car shine. Scrambling to her feet, she covered her ears and moved towards the ear piercing shrieks. She stopped in the doorway and watched as Wyatt tossed and turned, his nails shredding the bedding.

“Emily! Emily!”

His thrashing only got worse as he kept calling Emily’s name. A tear rolled down his face as he shouted again and her feet moved her to his side. It was heart breaking to watch. If she didn’t know better, she’d genuinely think he knew Emily, loved her even but it was impossible. He couldn’t be older than thirty and Emily…the age gap was too big for him to know her as well as he claimed. He was just a very good actor. Who’s crying in his sleep? What if he’s different? What if he doesn’t work for Ethan? What if… “There are too many what ifs. I can’t take that risk.” Unbidden, her hand reached out to wipe one of his tears away and a small smile came to her lips when he leaned into her warmth. “Ssh,” she said soothingly. “Just sleep.”

The sound of her voice soothed him and his thrashing slowed the longer he breathed in he sugary fragrance. “Emily.” He gripped her wrist firmly and pulled her down to lie beside him on the bed.

Arms quickly wrapped themselves around Kass’ body preventing her escape as she squirmed against his bare chest. His skin was hot, heat seeping into her flesh and he smelled divine. She was half tempted to take a bite out of him. The longer he held her, the more feeble her struggles became. She knew it was wrong but there was something right about lying in his arms. It felt like a homecoming, like she’d been searching for this feeling her whole life without even realising it and now she didn’t want to let it go.

“Emily, I’ve missed out so much,” he mumbled, kissing her brow tenderly. “I’ve missed you so much.”

The sound of another woman’s name on his lips made her brow furrow in anger. She wasn’t Emily and if he wanted to pretend that she was, she wanted no part in it. She squirmed, trying to get out of his grip but it was inescapable. Sighing, she glanced up at his strong features. “My name is Kass, use it.”

He sighed contentedly and pulled her closer. “Kass.”

The dreamy sound of her name on his lips crept along the halls of her mind until she was boneless and relaxed. Maybe I should use my voice…No, it’s too risky and I’m too close. In a few weeks I’ll be twenty-seven and I can put all of this behind me. If he’s telling the truth I’ll find him and tell him and if he isn’t…I’ll be immortal and none of this will matter. Her decision made, she let herself relax fully into his embrace. The gentle rise and fall of his chest was soothing and it lulled her to sleep despite the extraordinary events of the day.




Wyatt woke feeling rested, something he hadn’t felt in a very long time. It was hard to get a good night’s sleep when your dreams were filled with nightmares of what could have happened to the one person destined to love you. Blood, mayhem and destruction were all that waited for him when he closed his eyes and his wolf was no help. He took a deep breath and waited for the angry snarls to come and for the vicious curses to fill his ears and remind him of his failure. His wolf was even harder on him than he was on himself. A night’s sleep to the wolf was a night they hadn’t spent looking for Emily and the wolf never ceased to remind him of his failure. Except for now. This morning there was silence, his wolf practically purring with contentment.

Wyatt’s eyes fluttered open and everything became clear. Pressed against his chest, Kass’ sweet scent was stuck to his skin. When her breathy sighs ghosted over his flesh his wolf growled in appreciation. His wolf was confused and as he stared into her face Wyatt tried to understand what it was about her that made his wolf so crazy about her. She was beautiful, he admitted reluctantly. Her skin seemed to glow with life, her face looked like it had been crafted by the gods and her lips… He barely stifled a moan. This early in the day he knew the enticing red was completely natural. He couldn’t help but wonder what they would feel like under his and when she parted them in a soft sigh he felt his defences crumbling. Fascinated by the beautiful shape of her kissable lips, he traced them with a finger. His eyes grew heavy the longer they touched. Pleasure washed through his body, his breathing becoming ragged as his hands wandered over her face and down her throat.

She feels so soft, so perfect. His eyes landed on the dark skin at her throat, his hand print large and ugly in the cold light of day. She’s so fragile. I should be the one protecting her. I should be taking care of her.

Loving her, his wolf injected smugly. She’s our mate. Even you can’t deny it now. This is where we’re meant to be. With her, our beautiful Kassandra and the next time we leave a mark on her throat it’ll be our mating mark.

His hands, inches from the exposed slither of skin at her stomach, pulled back. He was making the same mistake that his wolf was and one of them had to be thinking straight. Kass might be beautiful but she wasn’t Emily. Jumping out of bed, Wyatt raced to the bathroom. Splashing cold water on his face, he tried to snap himself out of the haze of confusion that had settled over him. It didn’t work. He brushed his teeth, took a shower and still could only think of her.

“Emily, Emily, Emily,” he muttered her name constantly, a talisman against his wayward thoughts. His whole body was tense by the time he was dressed and his knuckles were white from the strain of resisting the impulse to break something. He’d been tempted to plough his fist into a wall but Kass had looked so peaceful, he couldn’t bring himself to wake her. His sympathy for her only made things worse.

Muttering his mantra to himself, he stomped into the kitchen and began throwing open cabinet doors. “They have to be here somewhere.” He moved through the kitchen like a hurricane until he found what he wanted. Stacked floor to ceiling were bags and bags of candy floss and he quickly plucked two from the cupboard needing something to satisfy his cravings. He devoured the first bag in minutes, each bite easing his tension until he was completely relaxed. Today he was going to find his mate, be reunited with Emily after years of searching. It was going to be a good day. Even the weather agreed with him. The sun was shining, the sky was a brilliant blue and the air was crisp. Things were going his way and he was calm as he began on the second bag. At least he was until he heard the shower.

Sweat beaded on his brow as his mind conjured up images of what she looked like naked and dripping wet. He hadn’t got a good glimpse of her beneath her ugly uniform but he’d felt her body against his while they slept and that little bit of information was fuelling his fantasies. Her skin would look even more tempting wet, droplets of water gliding over her gentle curves. The heat would flush her skin the same hue it would be if he caressed her intimately. Her hands would glide over her breasts, cupping them as the nipples hardened beneath the water before they moved lower, her slender fingers caressing her stomach as she moved lower and lower.

Stop it! he snarled at his wolf. Why are you thinking of Kass like that when we’re going to be back with Emily later today?

The wolf laughed, the sound grating on Wyatt’s ears and pushing his anger even higher.

What is so funny? He demanded.

You. I had nothing to do with what you were thinking although I will admit they were very good thoughts. All of that was you. You think our mate is beautiful and want to claim her as much as I do, there’s nothing to be ashamed of and I bet she looks better than what you were thinking. She’s not far away, we could go and check.

What the hell is wrong with you? Emily needs us and you’re thinking about another woman? Don’t you want to get our mate back?

She’s right there.

That isn’t Emily. She looks nothing like her. You’ve tormented me for years about how useless I was for not finding her and now you act like she doesn’t even exist.

Because I’m listening to the instinct. Our mate is right there and I want to claim her, protect her, love her. If you can’t do that then just let me have control and I’ll take care of everything.

You’re insane and as soon as I find Emily I’m going to find a doctor for you.

I’m not crazy. You are.

“No I’m not!” he roared, jumping to his feet, his hands balled into fists of impotent rage. There was nothing he could do to hurt the wolf regardless of how much he might want to pummel the beast until he saw reason.

“You’re not what?” Kass asked quietly, walking into the room.

His words died as soon as he saw her dressed in one of his over sized shirts and nothing else. The long shirt came down to the middle of her thighs leaving the rest of her exposed. She’d used one of his ties as a belt, finally showing him how beautiful her body really was. Speechless, he stood staring at her, his heart pounding in his chest.

Squirming under the intensity of his stare, Kass tugged at the hem of his shirt. “I hope you don’t mind, I borrowed one of your shirts. It’s just that my uniform was filthy and you had so many I didn’t think you’d mind.”

Swallowing hard, Wyatt shook his head. “I don’t mind.”

The corners of her lips lifted in the beginnings of a smile “That’s good to hear. I hoped you wouldn’t mind and obviously I don’t plan on wearing this for long,” she rambled, pulling at the hem of his shirt and wishing that it was longer. “I was sort of hoping that you had some women’s clothes somewhere for me to borrow. I’ll give them back, I promise, and I’m sure whoever they belong to wouldn’t mind. Whatever they are has to be better than this.”

I really doubt that, Wyatt thought, his eyes wandering up the length of her legs. There was something right about her wearing his clothes, that the shirt that he’d once worn was protecting her delicate skin and covering her in his scent. “I don’t have anything to give you.”

“You don’t? Your girlfriend not leave a dress, a shirt…anything?”

He scowled angrily. “I don’t have a girlfriend and my mate has been missing for years so you’re the first woman to ever be in here.”

Brown eyes glanced around the gorgeous suite, confusion evident on her face. “You can’t be serious. I can’t be the first woman to stay the night.”

“You are.”

The simplicity of his words told Kass all she needed to know. He might be crazy but he was telling the truth about this. She wasn’t going to be getting the clothes she’d hoped for as she’d washed the dirt and grime from her skin in the shower. She was going to have to go back into her dirty uniform and put up with feeling uncomfortable until she got home. “I’ll go and change,” she said as she turned away from him and moved towards the bedroom.

A hand quickly shackled her wrist, preventing her from moving forward and heat shot along her skin at the simple contact. “Why?”

His amber eyes were genuinely perplexed and Kass couldn’t stop herself from laughing. He’d asked the question so innocently despite the fact that the answer was glaringly obvious.

“I don’t understand what’s so funny.”

“I can’t go anywhere like this. I need to put clothes on.”

“You have clothes on. Mine.”

Kass’ smile widened. “I know that and when we’re in here it’s fine but I can’t wear these outside. People will get the wrong idea.”

“What will they think?”

“That I’m a prostitute.”

The laughter that had filled the room died quickly when Wyatt began to growl, his lips slipping back to reveal his sharp canines.

Why would our mate even think that? his wolf snarled, angrily throwing itself at the bars that kept it contained. Let me out of here Wyatt! She needs me if that’s what she thinks of herself. Look at her, look at how beautiful our mate is. Why would she even think that anyone would think so little of her? She’s precious. She isn’t someone that you can use and throw away. Let me out!

You know I can’t do that. She’s human. She can’t find out what we are. Only Emily can know the truth. The wolf snarled, fighting harder against his restraints. But I will agree that she shouldn’t think of herself like that. Even as the scent of candy floss sent his thoughts fleeing in thousands of different ways, he smiled. She’s a rare thing in the human world. She should be treasured. Taken care of.

The wolf smirked triumphantly at the reverence in Wyatt’s voice. And I thought you said she wasn’t our mate.

She isn’t but that doesn’t mean that I can’t see what’s right in front of me. She might not be my mate but I’m a guardian, I protect, it’s what I was trained to do.

The reason we trained is right in front of us. The sooner you see her for what she is the better, you know the moon will be coming and then I’ll be free. If you haven’t claimed her by then I damn sure will.

Wyatt groaned at the reminder. He’d spent so much of the last few years as a wolf it was easy to forget the cycles of the moon but now he had a problem. The beast would be free from his control as soon as the moon was full and if he didn’t succeed in changing his mind about who Kass truly was then Wyatt would find himself bound to the wrong woman. Kass was beautiful but she wasn’t the one and he could think of no worse fate than to be tied for eternity to the wrong woman, knowing that his true mate was out there.

Focus, he scolded, angry that he had let himself get so caught up in his wolf when he had problems to deal with in the here and now. “You’re not a prostitute,” he growled.

“No,” Kass said slowly, hoping that he didn’t lash out at her again. She couldn’t afford any more bruises. The ones she had were dark purple and even the slightest touch of her fingers against the tender skin made her wince in agony. “I’m not a prostitute. I’m a waitress.”

“No one thinks that about you and lives.”

At least he’s directing his anger at other people. “You can’t control what other people think.”

“Yes, I can. Just watch me. You’re not going back into your old clothes, they’re dirty.”

“But they cover me.”

“You have nothing to hide,” he retorted. His eyes narrowed even as the words left his lips. She might not have anything to be ashamed of, her body was beautiful after all, but she most definitely had something to hide. The idea of other men leering at her enticing flesh didn’t sit right with him. It made him want to hit something. His body tensed. “Stay here,” he commanded, stomping back into the bedroom.

Looking down at the hem of his shirt, Kass tried to imagine going out in nothing but the shirt and his tie. Sure, she’d seen girls wearing less but she wasn’t like that. There were limits to how much of your body you should expose when strangers could see you and just because it wasn’t a law didn’t mean it wasn’t something she firmly believed in. The shirt barely came to the middle of her thighs and despite the tie clinching the material at her waist, she couldn’t help but think that the fabric was just waiting for the right moment to blow up and expose her to the world. “There is no way that I’m going any where dressed like this,” she said rebelliously. Wyatt was crazy, she’d long accepted that fact, she wasn’t going to go along with his crazy plans for her body. If he forced her outside she would be as red as a tomato, uncomfortable and embarrassed. He’d already kidnapped her and kept her prisoner against her wishes, she wasn’t going to let him humiliate her too.

Determination brimming from her, she strode towards the bedroom intent on telling her kidnapper exactly what she thought of his plan. “Wyatt–”

“Here Kass.” He held out a thick jacket, smiling as he draped it over her shoulders. Longer than the shirt, the jacket dropped to her knees and he smiled, clearly pleased with himself. “That should work. Put it on.”

The eager look on his face, banished any thoughts of rebellion. He looked so sweet, so innocent as though the donning of a simple jacket would make his day. Sighing, she slipped her arms through the sleeves, sighing in contentment as the smell of him washed over her. He smelled amazing and she was reminded of the reason she’d chosen to wear his shirt in the first place. Yes, her clothes were dirty but it was the smell of his that had lured her into this ridiculous situation. She’d passed his wardrobe on the way out of the shower and the smell of him had drawn her in like a moth to a flame. Before she’d realised what she was doing she’d slipped on one of his shirts, the rich scent of him sinking into her skin and lulling her with the promise of safety and comfort.

Clearly pleased with his plan, Wyatt’s smile widened. “Much better. Now no one is going to think such stupid things about you and if they do…” He shrugged. “I’ll tear their tongues out. Then I’ll cut their hearts out and feed it to them.”

After all she’d seen it shouldn’t have shocked Kass that he was so quick to violence but she couldn’t help the gasp that left her throat. “You can’t do that.”

“Why not?” he asked genuinely confused.

“No one deserves that. Especially not on my part.”

His amber gaze darkened and Kass’ heart quickened. “Listen, you are the only link I have to my mate, to my Emily, so that means I will do everything in my power to protect you.”

“Words won’t hurt me,” she said softly, trying to calm him.

His eyes looked down at the ugly bruises he’d left on her skin and he growled angrily. “This is the least I can do after what I’ve done to you.” He sighed heavily. “About the…” He waved a hand at her bruises. “I’m sorry. I’m not a bad guy. In fact, if my family found out about what I’d done to you they’d be the first to kill me for it, but without Emily…I’m not right…in the head. People have been telling me for a long time that I’m crazy. Some people even think that I should be put down. I wasn’t sure about the crazy thing but I did think that someone needed to kill me up until yesterday.”

“What happened yesterday?”

“I met you.”

Three simple words that shouldn’t affect her but Kass found butterflies growing in her stomach, her heart clenching at the promise that the words held.

“You can lead me to Emily,” Wyatt continued. “When I have her I’ll be normal. I’ll be right. I can be happy. All you have to do is take me to her.”

The trust beaming from his eyes made her melt but she quickly hardened herself against him. She couldn’t afford to trust anyone until she was completely safe and even though she was beginning to think it wasn’t possible, there was still a chance he was the enemy. “Take me home.”

“And you’ll take me to Emily?”

“I’m still not convinced you aren’t a danger to her,” she said, neatly sidestepping the question. “Take me home and I’ll think about it.”

“But you said she’s in danger. If she’s in danger then I’m going to need more than an ‘I’ll think about it.’ I need to make sure she’s okay.”

“Then you need to get me home quickly and work on not seeming so crazy. Can you do that?”

Still aware of Kass’ plan to run as soon as she was home, Wyatt sighed. She was making this unnecessarily difficult but if this was the game he had to play to have Emily in his arms, he’d play. His arms reached out and he swung her barefooted into his arms. He’d like to see her get far without any shoes. “Fine, we’ll go now.”

“Wait!” she protested, squirming in his grip. “I need to get some shoes. I can’t go out like this.”

Ignoring her protests, Wyatt placed his palm against the door scanner, the door sliding open easily. “Don’t worry, your feet will never touch the ground.”

Her eyes widened when she looked down and saw that he wasn’t wearing any shoes either. “And what about you? You’re not wearing any shoes, you can’t go outside like this.”

He walked towards the elevator the smile never leaving his face. “Of course I can.” A quick scan of his fingerprint had the door opening and another of his eye had the elevator descending. “I have tough soles.”

“But there could be all sorts of things out there. Glass, needles, nails…”

“None of that will hurt me.”

“Look, I know you said you weren’t quite right so maybe you’re just not aware of how much those things hurt. Trust me, when something hard stabs you in the foot you’ll wish you were wearing shoes. Lets go back upstairs–” Her words trailed off when she looked into his eyes. They were glowing. The amber was burning a hole into her skin and suddenly she wished she hadn’t said anything. She gulped, trying to shrink away from him and failing miserably.

“You sound like you’re talking from experience. Did something happen to you?”

Memories assaulted of her feet being torn to pieces as she’d run over hard rock, crawled through thorny brambles and leapt over glass. Her lips tightened into a thin line. Her memories were private. No one needed to know about what she’d been through or what she was going to do again especially a self confessed madman. “That’s none of your business.”

“I’m making it my business,” he snarled.

“Snarl all you want. I’m not telling you anything.”

“You will tell me what I want to know and you’ll tell me right now.”

Sighing, Kass rolled her eyes. What he wanted was impossible. “When we get home I’ll think about telling you then.”

The scent of her lie made his stomach turn and his wolf howl in annoyance. He’d warned her about lying to him. “I don’t like it when you lie to me Kass so don’t do it again.”

“Get me home and you’ll never have to deal with my lying again.”

The elevator dinged, the doors opening to reveal an empty garage. The lack of people made Kass deflate. She’d thought, hoped, that she could attract enough attention in a lobby to force Wyatt to release her. Clearly even though he was crazy he wasn’t stupid. Deflated, she ignored him as he continued to demand she tell him her secret and started to plan her escape. She might not have shoes now but that wasn’t going to last forever. As soon as he took her home she would have the advantage and she fully intended to make use of it and escape.


I am keeping to my new year’s resolution to write everyday and it’s clearly working. According to my word count tracking thing I should be finished at some point in May. Fingers crossed I keep to the schedule!


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A Wolf’s Obsession – Chapter two (Part two)

This chapter has been a long time coming and so I apologise!! I’m almost finished with the estate agents….at least I hope I am but the solicitors are proving to be even worse. I am experiencing a little bit of writers block at the moment which hasn’t helped matters but I’m going to break through! I hope you all enjoy this chapter and more time with my two favourite people, Wyatt and Kassandra!


Chapter Two

His beard was gone. The mass of dark hair that had covered his face had been shaved away ruthlessly until only the faintest traces of hair remained. Running his hand over his smooth face, Wyatt regarded himself in the mirror. It had been a long time since he’d looked in a mirror and as he pulled at the wet strands of his hair he realised that he was going to need a haircut. From what he remembered of his lost mate she liked men with short hair.

“And I’m going to be seeing her very soon.” The words brought a smile to his lips. His smile widened as soon as he heard the ringing of the phone and Kass’ hushed words to the man on the other end. He almost laughed. She thought he couldn’t hear her but with his superior hearing he could hear not only her but also the man on the other end as though they were both in the bathroom with him. Humming softly, he pulled open the cabinet above the sink and began looking for something to cut his hair but the longer Kass spoke the less focused he became. As soon as he heard Emily’s name and what had happened to her he became incensed.

My mate has been captured? By someone that wants to hurt her?

Cutting his hair was no longer important. He grabbed a fistful of the dark locks and bound them with a rubber band to keep the strands out of his eyes. He was going to throttle the beautiful little waitress until she told him exactly what it was he needed to hear.

Storming through the bedroom, he stabbed his legs back into his jeans scowling as his damp skin pulled against the denim. A shirt was unimportant and he strode out of the bedroom his intent clear from the scowl on his face.

“Where the fuck is she and don’t try to lie to me I heard every fucking word. Tell me where my mate is or I will end you.”

Stunned by his sudden entrance, Kass stood silent as she let herself look at him. The beard was gone and without it he looked like a completely different person. The man in front of her looked like every woman’s heated fantasies come to life. He had sensuous lips that called out to her, a strong jaw that seemed to be begging for her to run her fingers over it and the dark strands of his hair made her long for the freedom to touch him. Her eyes wandered lower and her mouth became dry at the sight of his practically naked body. He was a feast for her eyes, all cut muscle and hard skin. Breathing had never been so hard and as she watched a drop of water slide down the toned muscles of his washboard abs she couldn’t help but imagine tracing the path it followed with her tongue.

Man, Ethan is getting good. If violence won’t work then maybe sex will. Her skin became flushed the longer she looked at him, her body responding to the intense visual stimulation in front of her. Maybe he’s right because I’m half tempted to jump him where he stands.

“Where is she!” Wyatt bellowed, the sound of his angry voice snapping Kass out of her lust induced haze.

Hands grabbed her arms, the fingers that moments ago she had been admiring demonstrating their strength through a painful grip. Shocked by the violence that followed the wave of desire she’d felt for the strange man that had her captive, Kass could do nothing more than stare wide eyed at Wyatt’s glowing golden gaze.

“You’re hurting me,” she squeaked. “Let me go.”

Pain built in his temples the moment she said those fateful words and growling angrily, Wyatt stepped back. His breathing ragged, he watched as Kass rubbed her arms, wincing as she came into contact with the area that he’d held under his grip. His heart twisted with every pained sound that slipped from her lips.

You bastard, his wolf howled. That’s the second time today that you’ve hurt our mate. If you even think about touching her like that again I’ll find a way to kill us both.

What are you talking about? She admitted it herself. She knows where Emily is and Emily, our actual mate, is being hurt. We need to find her. We don’t have time to be treating this woman with kid gloves. The longer we waste the more likely it is that Emily is going to be seriously hurt.

You will treat our mate with respect!

The ear splitting order almost had Wyatt falling to his knees. His quick reflexes saved him from embarrassing himself but the lesson had been learned. His wolf was serious and if he wasn’t careful in his handling of Kass he’d have a full on revolt on his hands and he doubted that he’d come back from such a spilt with the other half of himself. Risking a glance at the woman who was quickly pushing him to the brink of madness, Wyatt felt his heart contract. She looked terrified. Her delicate fingers touched her clearly bruised arms carefully, wincing as she uncovered the extent of his latest attack.

“I’m not usually like this,” he growled, rubbing a hand over his face.

“I wouldn’t know. I don’t know you after all. I’m just some poor person who you’ve dragged into your crazy fantasy.” The words left her lips but as she watched his face fall, Kass wished she could take them back. Despite his manhandling of her there was something about him that made her want to care about him. He seemed so lost, vulnerable despite his strength. Sex is not a reason to care about someone who will try to kill you, she mentally scolded, trying her best to strengthen her mental defences against his appeal.

“I haven’t been right in the head for a very long time.”

“Then why don’t you go and get some help?”

His fist smashed into the coffee table, shattering the glass instantly. “I don’t need help. I just need Emily. She’s my mate and as soon as I find her, I’ll get better. You have no idea how much it’s costing me to sit here doing nothing when I know that someone out there is holding her captive. They could be hurting her right now and I’m not there to protect her.” It didn’t help that the scent of candy floss was still wafting from Kass’ skin. He was torn between wanting to lick every inch of her and wanting to toss her into the shower and scrub her from head to toe. It wasn’t fair that she was tempting him by smelling good enough to eat and looking like an angel fallen from the heavens. His arms trembled from resisting the urge to wrap her in his embrace. His wolf was of no help, bombarding him with thoughts of what it would be like to kiss her, feel her naked skin gliding against him and hear her moans of pleasure come from her bow shaped mouth. It was an affront to Emily’s memory but his wolf was just showing how mad he was with its frantic calls.

“When I find Emily he’ll get better.”

“Who’ll get better?” Kass asked quietly. She stepped away from the broken glass, determined to put some distance between them before he lost control again. he might look like a lost puppy but he was also, self admittedly, crazy and practically rabid.

“Me and my…never mind,” he growled. Kass wasn’t his mate. He couldn’t tell her what he was, it would put the clans at risk and he had enough of his mind in tact to protect his family. “Like I said, when I find Emily, this will all be better. Just tell me where I can find her.” Silence greeted his request and he almost lashed out again but he watched Kass cringe as his hands balled into fists. The pungent scent of her fear turned his stomach. “I’m not going to hurt you anymore and I’m sorry about…about before. I just need to find Emily.”

He sounded so sincere that Kass was tempted to believe him. He’s the enemy. Don’t forget that, she warned herself as her heart softened at the desperation in his voice. He’s just very good at acting. If he can act to get what he wants then so can I. Drawing on the inner reserve of strength that had helped her more times than she could count, Kass met his frenzied stare. “Take me home and I’ll help you find Emily.”

Liar. Her lie pained him even though he’d known it was coming.

Mates don’t lie to each other, his wolf said calmly, trying to explain the unjustified feeling of betrayal rolling in Wyatt’s gut.

I’ll take her home. Wyatt decided, choosing not to let Kass know that he could smell her deception. If he was going to build her trust enough that she told him where Emily was without him having to hurt her, they had to start somewhere. Besides, it’s not like she’s going to get away from me. And there was the niggling reminder that she needed to take some sort of medication. She looked fine to him but the man on the other end of the line had sounded pissed that she hadn’t taken her pills. She might be keeping his mate from him but there was no doubt in his mind that she was doing it to protect Emily. All he had to do was convince Kass that despite his fractured mind he didn’t pose a threat to his beautiful mate.

“I’ll take you.”

Flabbergasted by how easily he’d given into her request, Kass’ jaw fell slack. “You will?”

“Of course. I take you home, you tell me where Emily is. I let you go and you can get back to your life. I’ll live happily with Emily and no one will ever hurt her again. I’ll make sure of that.”

Drop dead gorgeous and a fantastic actor…Ethan, you’ve really outdone yourself this time. Too bad I’m not falling for it this time. Plastering on a beaming smile she held out her hand to him in the age-old gesture of agreement. “You’ve got a deal….” Her brow furrowed as she realised she didn’t even know his name.

Placing his hand in her, Wyatt rewarded her with an equally wide smile. Heat shot along his skin as soon as they touched, his body reacting to the innocuous meeting of flesh as though they were plastered against each other’s naked bodies. His breathing became heavy and he swallowed hard, trying not to let her know how much she affected him. It wasn’t natural that he reacted so strongly to someone that wasn’t his mate and it reminded him of just how broken he was. He had been without his mate for too long and if he was without her for much longer he was going to have to be put down because he’d pose a risk to everyone. Forcing his mind away from his body’s strange reaction, he swallowed again trying to force his mouth to work. “Wyatt. My name is Wyatt.”

“Wyatt,” she said, experimenting with the sound of his name on her lips.

Shouldn’t have told her my name, he growled angrily. The simple sound of his name was making his shaft harden, his treacherous body clearly as mad as his wolf. He wouldn’t be having sex with Kass or any one else for that matter. The only woman he wanted to claim was his mate. It didn’t matter that he could easily picture himself nestled between her slender thighs as he thrust into her tight warmth. He could almost hear the sound of her pleasured moans filling his ears as he watched her pale cheeks flush in arousal.

Growling, he put an end to that chain of thought. It’s because I haven’t slept in days, he decided. Exhaustion was the only thing he could think of that would explain his strange emotions and he clung to it desperately.

“Shall we head out now?” Kass’ enthusiasm was showing, her eyes wandering constantly to the door and the promise of escape it offered.

Rolling his shoulders Wyatt tried to shake off his tiredness. “Where do you live?” he slurred.

“On King street.”

“Good.” He turned and walked away. “We’ll go tomorrow.”

“Where are you going? If we leave now we can go out separate ways by the morning. We’ll never have to see each other again.”

The thought of never seeing the flame haired waitress didn’t sit well with him. “Some of us haven’t slept for five days and need to get some sleep so that they can function well enough to get out of this room. So I’m going to bed.”

“And what about me? What do you expect me to do while you’re out for the count?”

“You’re a big girl, I’m sure you’ll figure something out. This is a big suite, there’s lots to do.” He strolled out of the room, forcing himself not to look back or take any more breaths of her sugary sweet scent. She was a temptation, one that he couldn’t afford if he was going to find his mate and there was nothing he wouldn’t do to be reunited with his Emily. Nothing.


Okay so that’s all from me for now. Let me know what you thought so I can be inspired to get more written!


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I’ve been away too long!

It’s been a long time since I updated my blog….too long in fact but I’m not without a reason. As some of you might know I have been trying to buy a house and have encountered unwelcome difficulties. Things are not getting much better but there has been some progress and I have to be thankful for small victories. If everything goes to plan I’m hoping to be in my new house by the end of the month!!! And so in honour of this I’d like to celebrate with you guys by having a book sale!!

Here’s my plan. I will slash the price of one of my books every week until the day that I move into my house! On that glorious day that I finally manage to accomplish what is seemingly an impossible task I will make a book that you guys choose FREE!! It’s going to be a great month, I know it is. Now I have to go now but I’ll be back later today with an update of A Wolf’s Obsession. I haven’t managed to get great amounts of writing done but I am on the case!

So if you’d be so kind as to let me know which book should be discounted first by leaving a comment I’d be much appreciative!


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A Wolf’s Obsession Character interviews answers – Defender of Writiousness 2


My question for (little) Emily is “What does she think about Wyatt?” Because she has to have noticed that Wyatt attached himself to her in school. Is she happy with him protecting her from school bullies?


Answer – Emily:

Wyatt? It’s been a very long time since I heard that name but it’s definitely a name I could never forget. That boy was my own personal stalker when we were in elementary school but he was the funniest, kindest boy I’ve ever known. I miss him sometimes but that’s just the way life is. I had to move away and we couldn’t take him with us but I wish we had. I really wish we’d just up and taken him with us. I know he would have grown into a strong man, he never hesitated to look out for me when we were together and there have been so many times that I wish I could have someone like him with me but it’s too late now. He couldn’t come with us and I can’t be with him anymore. I can’t be with anyone ever again.


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A Wolf’s Obsession Character interviews answers – Defender of Writiousness 1


My question for Kass is “What is your ultimate dream you are trying to accomplish?”

Answer – Kass:

My dream? If I’m completely honest I don’t have one in the traditional sense. My life hasn’t been easy and I’ve never had the chance to think about what I might want to get out of life. All I want to do is survive. I just want to live. That’s my dream. It’s not the most inventive one out there but when you’ve neen hunted from the moment that you took your first breath you come to appreciate life more than your ordinary person. One day I’m going to wake up and when I take that first conscious breath I’m not going to think that it might be my last. That’s my dream. All I want to accomplish is my own survival. Sorry if you were expecting something else. 


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A Wolf’s Obsession Character interviews answers – Kassandra


I just wanna know what happened to Emily to make it so Kass smells like her and how Wyatt is surviving with his wolf and him not getting along.

Answer – Wyatt:

How am I surviving with my wolf? I’m not. We’re at war. Emily is gone. Dead. If it were up to me I’d have joined her but my two sisters are determined that I keep living. If only they could understand what it means for a wolf to lose their mate….I’d never wish that to happen to them but they have no idea how pointless life is without Emily. Everyday I wake up and wish that I hadn’t. I never understood why my father decided that we weren’t worth living for but now I completely understand. And as for why Kass smells like Emily. I have no fucking idea but I’m going to find out. I thought my mate was dead but if there’s even the slightest chance that she’s alive then nothing is going to stop me from getting to her. If this Kass knows then she had better tell me otherwise….she’s going to suffer. She’s going to wish she could die but I’ll keep her alive until she tells me everything that I need to know. I’ve survived years without Emily and that’s taught me one thing. How to be completely ruthless.


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A Wolf’s Obsession – Chapter two (Part one)

So I had hoped to get this out to you guys much sooner but life has a habit of conspiring against you especially when you’re dealing with dreaded estate agents. For those of you that have had dealings with them then you probably know exactly what I’m talking about and for those of you that haven’t had the misfortune….don’t worry they’ll get to you in time!!

So without further ado I present the next chapter of A Wolf’s Obsession!


Chapter Two

Kass knew the moment she opened her eyes that she wasn’t at home. As the events of the previous night rushed to the front of her mind, it was a struggle to stop her heart from racing again. The opulent golden chandelier hanging from the ceiling told her that she was most certainly not in a hospital and as she couldn’t remember anything after the second gun shot it was obvious that she hadn’t brought herself here. That left her only one other option. Suddenly she wished she was back with the gunmen.

Keeping as still as possible, she glanced around the room cautiously trying not to alert whoever had brought her here that she was awake. As she took in the furniture of the room and the non-existent restraints she breathed a sigh of relief and sat up. Her head fell into her waiting hands and a relieved smile came to her soft lips.

“One. I’m alive. Two. I’m not tied down and three I wasn’t shot. It could be a lot worse.” She chuckled softly to herself. “Hell, it has been a lot worse.” Being inside a luxurious bedroom was definitely a step up from being tied down to a medical gurney. She’d take her current surroundings over her previous ones any day. She was sure of it, until her eyes locked with a pair of glowing golden orbs coming from a dark corner of the room. As the eyes moved closer she scooted back on the bed until her back hit the headboard with a soft thud.

“Stay away from me,” she said softly, holding her hands out to defend herself from any attack.

The eyes kept coming closer until they were in the light and she could see the face attached to the strange orbs that looked like they wanted to devour her whole.

“You. You were at the diner.”

Cracking his bloody knuckles, Wyatt couldn’t help but sigh in disappointment when he saw her brown eyes. At the back of his mind he’d hoped that his wolf was right but now he knew really was going crazy, his wolf had just descended into madness first. The woman in front of him was not his mate and he would do well to remember that, particularly if he she didn’t tell him what he needed to know. It went against every protective instinct he possessed to even be contemplating hurting the fragile creature in his bed but there was nothing he wouldn’t do to reach Emily. Her name a talisman in his mind, he strode forward until mere inches separated them. Her scent was still clouding his mind, making his wolf mad with the need to touch her, kiss her and claim her. Unbidden, his eyes fell to the soft looking skin of her throat, his wolf filling his mind with images of their mark resting there.

“Stop it,” he scowled.

“I haven’t done anything,” Kass said carefully.

She didn’t know anything about this man except that he looked dangerous. The long hair hanging around his shoulders was as thick and unkempt as his beard and neither made him look peaceful. His arms bulged with muscle and the tips of his nails looked like they had been filed into sharp points. His eyes made her nervous, the shifting colours in his golden orbs warning her that he might not be wearing contacts as she had first thought. Until she found out exactly what he wanted, it would be wise not to anger him.

Growling, Wyatt pulled away from his wolf and focused on the woman in front of him. The quicker he got the information from her, the quicker he could be on his way to finding Emily.

Recognition made Kass’ eyes widen. “You. You saved me from those men.”

Wyatt nodded in agreement, stopping just short of the bed. To move any closer to her was to put himself at risk. He’d fought his wolf ruthlessly while he’d waited for her to open her eyes. The suite was large but with her smell tempting him relentlessly it had been a struggle to even be in the same room as her. His wolf was obsessed with touching her body, kissing her lips and tasting her skin and it had taken everything he’d had to stop himself giving into the wolf’s demands.

“Where am I and why have you brought me here?”

“I found you in your car, the door wasn’t locked.”

Wyatt’s wolf growled at the reminder, pacing anxiously at the back of his mind. Even though it was what had helped him find her, his mate had put herself at great risk by not locking the car. If it had been anyone else but him…The wolf howled in anger.

“That doesn’t explain why you brought me here. You don’t know me. I could live in my car.”

The wolf’s emotions were spreading and despite himself, Wyatt moved closer and leaned over her until only inches separated them. A fragile creature like her deserved to live in the lap of luxury not in the backseat of her run down old car. Winter was coming fast; she’d freeze to death if she had to spend it in the tin shell he’d found her in. “Do you live in your car?”

Unnerved by the anger in the simple question Kass shook her head vigorously. “No,” she managed to croak. The swirling depths of his amber eyes were entrancing and she found herself watching the shifting colours that moved about in his golden gaze. The colour wasn’t human but she found herself strangely comforted by the heat in his stare. Just as she felt her body begin to relax, he spoke and ruined everything.

“I brought you here so I could ask you some questions. Where is Emily?”

Her body tensed, suddenly on full alert. There was only one reason he would be asking about Emily. He knew her secret. The safety she’d found so fleetingly evaporated in an instant. She had to get out of here as quickly as possible. “I don’t know who you’re talking about.” She gave him a shaky smile and swung her legs over the edge of the bed. “Thanks for saving me from those men. I have to meet a friend, she’s expecting me. If I don’t get there soon she’ll worry and call the police. I don’t want them to waste their time looking for me.” Just breathe, she told herself as she got to her feet. Her eyes met his and her heart stopped. The tenderness that had been in his eyes had disappeared and now savage fury poured from his gaze.


His hand was around her throat before she could even try to defend herself.

What are you doing! his wolf roared, the sound making his ears feel as though they were about to burst. Get your hands off our mate or I’ll find a way to kill you myself.

She’s lying. She knows where Emily is. You can smell the lie as well as I can. “I know you’re lying,” Wyatt growled. Pressure built in his temples, the wolf straining against him, until he was forced to drop her back to the bed. “Tell me where Emily is.”

Breathing hard, Kass clutched her throat and stared up at the man that had once been her saviour. She’d been right, there was strength in those arms and he could kill her if that was what he wanted and right now it seemed like an all together likely possibility that was exactly what was going to happen. “Please, just let me go. I don’t know whoever it is you’re looking for. You don’t know me and I don’t know you. I’ll never tell anyone that I met you. I’ll disappear if that’s what you want. Just let me go.”

He leaned in close and Kass tried hard to widen the distance between them but it was pointless, there was nowhere for her to go. Closing her eyes tight, she tried to avoid his penetrating stare but his rough voice wormed its way into her ears, blocking out everything but his words.

“I know you’re lying. I can smell it. Tell me where Emily is and then I’ll let you go.” He cracked his knuckles torn between wanted to caress her face, wiping away the terror that was pouring from her skin and wanting to strangle her until she gave up her secret.

“I can’t,” Kass squeaked.

Roaring, Wyatt pulled back and punched his fist into the wall.

Terrified, Kassandra watched as he single handedly demolished the wall, mortar crumbling around him as he beat a vicious tattoo of rage into the brick. He’s going to kill me. It should have been impossible for a single person to create so much destruction but the man in front of her was proving her wrong.

Body shaking, Wyatt tried to catch his breath and turned to the woman who was intent on driving him mad.  Her wide brown eyes turned his stomach. Memories assaulted him of how perfectly her body had fit against his as he’d carried her up into his hotel suite. She was tiny in comparison to his hulking strength but she had nothing to fear from him. A fragile flower like her should be protected; she should never be cringing in fear as though she expected him to strike her.

You’re the one that had your hand around her throat! Look at what you did to her. Look at the bruises you made on our mate!

The wolf’s words drew his eyes to the pale skin of her throat and the purple marks forming from his handling of her. She isn’t our mate, he retorted angrily. She can’t be. She looks nothing like Emily.

The last time he’d seen Emily, she’d been as tall as an Amazon and just as confident. The woman in front of him with her red hair, pale skin and tiny frame was nothing like his mate despite what she smelled liked.

She must be protecting her. She must be. I just have to calm down long enough to get her to tell me. “Look, I just want to know where she is. I’m not going to hurt her. I promise.” A sense of desperation washed over him and he fell to his knees. “Please, you have to help me. You can trust me.”

Blinking in disbelief, Kass fought the urge to laugh at his words. “You want me to trust you? When you look like you want to kill everyone and you’ve already had your hands around my throat? Please…just let me go.”

“I can’t.” His heart twisted inside his chest as he watched tears form in her eyes. The sight of them running down her face almost sent him over the edge but a quick glance at the wall he’d demolished reined in the worst of his anger. He couldn’t afford to lose control again if he wanted her to trust him enough to tell him where Emily was.

You could also try to at least look like what you know what it is to be clean. It’s no wonder our mate wants nothing to do with us, you look like a lunatic.

Running a hand over the coarse hair of his beard and knowing that his long hair was tangled and matted with dirt Wyatt couldn’t help but agree with his wolf’s description. “Kass?”

The sound of her name coming from his lips sent a shiver down Kassandra’s spine. Although her kidnapper looked like a wild man he did have a very sensual voice and as goosebumps appeared on her skin she couldn’t help but wonder what he looked like beneath all his hair. “How do you know my name?” she squeaked grabbing onto anything that wasn’t her unreasonable attraction to a man that clearly was on the wrong side of crazy.

Smiling, he pointed to her name badge. “It’s on your chest.” His eyes drank in the gentle curve of her breasts, his wolf howling in appreciation at the soft bounty.


“I need you to understand what’s going on so listen. I’m not going to hurt you but I need to find Emily and you’re the only one who knows where she is. So until you tell me what I need to know I’m not going to let you leave.”

“You can’t keep me prisoner here. People will know that I’m missing. They’ll come looking for me.”

He shrugged. “No one knows who I am so they won’t be looking for me when they’re looking for you.”

Her eyes flickered to the door, scanning the windows for any possible escape route and he growled at the thought of her getting away from him. Until he found Emily she wouldn’t be going anywhere without him. “I know what you’re thinking but let me tell you it’s a waste of energy. You’re not going to be getting away from me until I have the information I want. You can’t escape from here.”

“And where exactly is here?”

“A hotel.”

Her heart quickened at his words. Hotels meant people and if she could just get a message to the outside world she could get away.

Wyatt’s smile widened. Her face was so expressive he could see her every thought as it went through her brain. She was adorable. Emily will be just as loveable, he thought to himself as the treacherous idea came to him. “Just so you know I own this hotel.” Well the clan does. “No one here will help you. They’ve all been given strict orders to bring you back to me if they see you alone. Not that you’d be able to even get down to the lobby to make one of them aware of you. We’re on the top floor of the hotel and there are no stairs that lead here. The only way you can get to this floor is by using the lift and the only way to open the lift is with my fingerprint and retina scan.”

Her hopeful expression fell with his every word until completely dejected she sank back into the mattress.

“I can take you down to the lobby if you tell me where I can find Emily.”

“You know I can’t tell you that.”

“Then I’m going to have a shower. Make yourself at home.”

Stunned, Kass watched as her former saviour walked away from her as though she were a guest and not a prisoner. I can’t stay here. It didn’t matter that he’d just explained that there was no way she could get away from him, she had to try. It was clear that he was new to the organisation but if he contacted any of them then word would inevitably get back to Ethan and then all bets would be off. As soon as she heard the shower start she was out of bed like a rocket. Her life was on the line, she couldn’t afford to waste anymore time wondering how her saviour had turned into her biggest threat.

Running from the bedroom she stumbled into the living room. Her vision was so narrowed on escape that she didn’t care that it was probably the biggest one she’d ever seen. All that mattered was escape. She had to get home. There! Running as silently as she could, she grabbed the handle that would open the door taking her to freedom and pulled hard. Nothing happened, the door didn’t move not even an inch. She pulled again and still nothing. A scream bubbled up in her throat and she almost let it out as frustration boiled inside her. Her eyes fell to the palm scanner nestled conveniently in the nook the door and she cursed.

A window. Another means of escape upper most in her mind she fled to the large glass window, ready to jump to freedom. A quick glance at the dizzying heights she could see had her backpedalling away in fear. When he’d said top floor he hadn’t been kidding. The whole city was laid out in front of her, the people going about their business below the size of ants. Balling her fists in anger and barely resisting the urge to scream, Kass dashed from the window in search of another door. Everywhere she looked was a dead end.

Furious she ran back to the living room and eyed the scanner with hatred blazing from her eyes. Her body was moving before she could stop it and her fists pounded the loathed device until they were red and sore.

If I can’t get out of here then I need to call Michael and tell him what’s going on. Thumping the door hard, she dashed away, ignoring the throbbing of her palm in her new quest to reach a phone.

It didn’t take her long to find one.

“Yes!” she crowed, spotting a slim phone lying on the coffee table.

The familiar number flew from her fingertips and she could have sobbed in relief when she heard the phone ring. Conscious of the man only a room away, she moved to hide behind the sofa and hoped that Michael answered before her captor finished his shower. “Come on Michael. Pick up. Please pick up!”


Tears welled in her eyes as his voice came to her ears. “Michael, thank god it’s you!”


“Michael,” she sobbed. “I need help. I’ve been caught.”

His voice was tense and Kass knew that his fists were clenched in anger as he sought to protect her. “Is it Ethan?”

“He’s not here but I’m sure it’s one of his men. He keeps asking me to tell him where Emily is.”

“Has he hurt you?” he demanded angrily.

Her hand went to her throat and the bruises she knew were forming. It was on the tip of her tongue to confess to Michael exactly what he’d done but something in her rebelled at the thought of letting anyone know exactly what happened between them. “Not really. He must be new because I don’t think they told him everything otherwise I things might be different. He just seems so lost.”

“Kass, that had better not be sympathy I’m hearing. He is the enemy you can’t forget that.”

“I won’t Michael. I promise.”

“Good. Now where are you? Can you escape?”

“I don’t know. He said we’re in a hotel but I don’t know where it is or what it’s called and I doubt anyone will help me get away from him.”

“You said he doesn’t know everything?”

The shower stopped running and Kass knew her time was short. “Yes,” she rushed.

“Then bide your time. Don’t do anything to aggravate him, make him think that he can trust you and as soon as you can, you get outside and make the biggest fuss imaginable. Can you do that?”

She nodded. “Yes. Michael…I don’t have my pills.”

He cursed loudly and Kass felt her stomach drop. “You need those pills.”

Her voice was soft. “I know.”

Michael’s calm voice was quickly becoming agitated and Kass could tell he’d started to pace. He always paced when he was worried and this was certainly something to worry about. “When was the last time you took them?”

“Is it still Tuesday?”

“No, it’s Wednesday.”

The darkness of the sky told her that it was Wednesday night and she sighed. “I took them on Tuesday morning before my shift started at work.”

A string of curses greeted her announcement. “You’re meant to take them everyday.” A deep sigh came down the phone. “Just stay as calm as you can for as long as you can okay?”

“I’ll try.” A heavy sigh fell from her lips. “Why won’t they just leave me alone?”

“Because men will always want more than they have?”

“What if I can’t get away Michael? What if they take me to that place like they took Emily? If that happens….”

“It’s not going to happen Kass. I’m going to keep you safe.”

The heavy sound of footsteps made her whole body tense. Her eyes darted towards the door leading into the bedroom. She could hear him moving about as he got dressed, his footsteps coming closer and closer. There was no mistaking that he was coming for her. “Michael, he’s coming. I have to go.”

“Stay safe Kass, you have to look after yourself until I can track you down. You’re so close. We just have to wait another month…”

“I know but Michael if I can’t make it…I just want you to know how much I love you…you’re the best dad I’ve ever had.” His footsteps came closer and Kass knew her time was up. “Bye Michael, I love you.”

“Love you too.”


Okay so that’s all from me for now. Let me know what you thought so I can be inspired to get more written!


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